I am dissatisfied, frustrated, unhappy. Everything I said came out wrong, and I had to scramble to recover lost ground. So I am sullen, and monosyllabic. I am grumpy, I want to lash out at everyone. Ten to one, I will be snapping at the boys as soon as they walk in the door tonight, and end up throwing a childish tantrum.

All because I'm upset at myself for losing the control that I was supposed to have on today, tomorrow and all the days to come of the week. Now I'm at a loss. Which way am I to turn to start picking up the pieces and begin again?

I should've planned better.