You know how family comes before friends, and friends before boy/girl-friends? So, what happens if your boy/girl-friend is actually a friend? What happens then?

I'm tired, chickie babes, and depressed. Winter is here. I miss the sun, my life-giving, happy sun. The wind has been howling all day, painting everything in monochromes. I miss that warm amber glow of autumn dusk bathing the trees and the buildings as I drive home from work. I miss my joy.

I'm tired. Just tired, sweetheart.